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I have held
on
to all the
injuries
and wounds
of the past.
It was my
right
to be mad.
I was
entitled to remain
hard-headed
and stubborn.
The only
thing I got rid of
was my aggression.
I shared it
with
everyone.
I also hung
onto
the
feelings of guilt
about my
own misconduct.
They were
haunting me
and did not
give me any peace.
I was
constantly looking
for
ulterior motives
when other
people did anything good for me,
and
interpreted so much
into their assumed
motivation
that I
could no longer
enjoy the
goodness.
But I am
slowly starting to realize
that I only
make my life sour.
I have
turned my time to hell
with the
entire way I was thinking
and with everyone
who could
avoid me
for their
own protection.
For a long
time I did not notice
that I had
locked myself out
from true
love
and instead
turned more and more
mistrusting.
I was not
interested in finding out
what the idea
of soul hygiene meant
and did not
know what to do
with
forgiveness.
Oh what a
poor wretch
I have
turned into.
I can no
longer enjoy life.
Maybe I
should think about
leaving my
past behind me
and
searching for the positive
in each
day.
Maybe the
path of forgiveness
is the only
successful one.
It does no good
to hold
onto the
emotional
poisonous trash
in my life.
Now I will
start making
some more
serious thoughts
about my
own life,
and let go
of this phase
of anger and
grief
because all
this time
I have held
on to
the wrong
thing!
Theme: What all I lose when I hang on to poisonous
emotional trash
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