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God
for safety
reasons
I took you
on board
but I sit
at the steering wheel.
I rule in my life
I decide
what is fun
I do what I
want to.
You are allowed
to come
along
as a
passenger
but one
thing is for sure:
I am the
captain.
To go without you
all the way
wouldn’t feel right
but to be
lead by you
seems to
dangerous to me.
I don’t want to
be directed
by you
or live
according your principles
and obey
you.
Instead of that
I am driven
by the spirit of the time
and the superficial
and meaningless
things.
My free time is filled up
with one
appointment
after the
other
just so
that there will not be
any
quietness
because for
me
quietness
is emptiness.
I have never learned
to listen
to your still and quiet voice
for there
is always
so much
action around me.
I have not really figured out
how to
align the compass of my life
according
to you
for your
guidance for my life
seems to be
to vague
I know that you made
me and the
world
but I
really do not
trust you
with everything.
I’m not letting you
get very
close to me.
I will only
listen
to what you
have to say
when it is
something
I would
like to hear
and you do
what I want.
I still want to have
my own
hardheaded ways
and believe
that I know the best
how to
direct this ship.
I still do
not pay attention
to your
healing advice.
No wonder
am I
helplessly
subjected
to every storm.
No wonder
do I just
coast along
without a
goal in mind.
No wonder
am I
lacking the peace and joy
that only
comes form you.
As long as I do not recognize you
either as
map or as captain
in my life
am I
aimlessly coasting
on the open
sea
and slowly
running
out of
supplies.
If you are only
on board my
boat
but I do
not let you lead
I have
missed
the most
important.
Theme: When God is pushed to the side
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