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How much
dumber
can I be
in order to
believe
that I can
only experience
true
freedom and joy in life
when I
overstep my Creator’s
guidelines
of love.
I have
tried it long enough
and found
myself
to be bound
more and more.
Deeper and
deeper
I slid into
the swamp
of a bad
conscience,
feelings of
guilt,
and
dissatisfaction.
But I
played along with that evil game
far too
long,
and tried
to make my Creator believe
that
everything was fine with me
and that I
am happy now.
But the
truth of the matter was
that I
turned into one of the most
unhappy
humans I have known.
It took a
long time
before I
could admit
I had been
on the wrong track
all along,
and that
God’s commandments
had their
purpose after all
because
they were composed
for the
protection
of our
hearts and souls.
For a long
time
I could
care less
about my
heart and my soul.
But now
that my life lies in broken pieces
I am
starting to think.
It is so
good that the Bible
shows a way
of forgiveness,
healing and
restoration.
It is so
good that
even though
my Creator
hates the
sin,
he loves
the sinner.
How good
that there
is a new start
even for a
person like me.
Oh how much
do I wish
I had not
wasted
all those
years
and ruined
my heart.
Now I am
beginning to discover
a new
freedom.
Freedom
within God’s safety zone
of his
loving guidelines.
True
freedom
is a
freedom in which
my heart
can recuperate
and my soul
can rest.
Thank you
God that
YOU knew
all along
what was
best for me.
It’s just a
pity
it took so
long
before I
understood that as well!
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