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Creator -
By now I have
come
to know about
your existence.
It is hard to
believe,
that you knew
everything about me
from the
beginning.
You even know
the minute
from which on my
life
was dictated
by the principle
of lust.
The fact,
that it caused
me much trouble
has never been
news to you.
You know the
games
I have played
with people;
you know how
shamelessly
I have used them
and robbed them
of their innocence.
I have even used
my position to
oppress
the oppressed
more.
You know in whom
I planted the
seeds
of bitterness.
It is
increasingly shocking
to watch those
seeds grow
and to see
how the joy of
living
was traded in
for
helplessness and
hatred.
I know I carry
the responsibility.
My lack of
character
multiplies
faster
then I can
count.
My freedom -
or at least the
freedom
I gave myself
turned out to be
my own prison.
The vicious
circle is perfect.
The emptiness
inside of me
keeps growing
until finally
there is nothing
left
that thrills me.
Creator,
you watched all
this
and have left me
alive
and now you even
give me
words of hope?
That is too much
for my
understanding!
All I can do is
to say thank-you:
Thank-you,
that you did not
give up on me -
I would have
deserved it
a long time ago.
Thank-you,
that you want to
help me anyway -
I don’t deserve
that at all.
Thank-you,
that you love me
-
that surpasses
my logic by far.
Your Human
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